Thursday, August 4, 2016

6years ago...

Six years ago my oldest Daughter was taken from me and I guess was needed in heaven. I have been trying to work through it, but all honesty it just isn't possible to get passed her death. My oldest Daughter had a seizure in the middle of the night and her heart gave out. When she was 18 months she had her first seizure. I was making breakfast for her and her sister and when I looked at the highchair she was having a seizure. I was so scared. I took her out of her highchair and laid her on her right side. I then called 911 and rode in the ambulance to a hospital in Lacy, Washington. The doctor came in and said it was just a fever seizure, but I told him he was wrong. She got the seizures from me and they are heriatary. Well at the age of 3 1/2 low and behold she has another seizure and passes away from it because her little heart couldn't handle it and because the doctor wouldn't treat her for them. I want to sue that doctor and the hospital. Because they wouldn't treat her. 6 years later my heart is still broken and still hurts. Losing a child is hard and just sucks. I have hated death ever since she passed away. I don't wish death on anyone. Not even the people I strongly dislike